Playing heartbreak songs, looking at their fb profiles, and writing on my blog...
Yep, I'm definitely hurt. But not much. Anyway, I don't have any right to. I mean he never made any move to indicate that he likes me, right? Right.
I met him barely a month ago. We're on the same training class, sat beside each other for the last 2weeks. He's simple, sensitive, funny, and has a quiet demeanor about him. We became close towards the end because at first I became his nonofficial mentor, and then we began to be comfortable with each other and began to really talk. And we became friends. At least I think we did.
I don't know when my feelings for him start growing. I can't remember when, I can't even remember why. I should have been more aware. I met his type before. And where did that lead me? I got hurt eventually.
And just like before, things happened so fast. Just now, I found out he's officially together with a girl from the other class. I can't believe how dense I was. I should have known.
It's happening again, same story but different names. And I can't believe I'm still the foolish one..:-(
So I'm gonna stop right here. No more heartaches for me.
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I'm ok now. That fast . I'll stride in the office wearing my old sunshine self later like nothing's happened. That 12min true pain and the rest is self-inflicted message they're saying? It's true..:)
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