I'm not entirely sure why I'm feeling this way. When all the while, I am the one who chose to leave.
He asked me to stay, didn't he? Or was it all a polite pretense on his part?
Maybe he did want me to leave. After all I'm not that proficient enough. I can openly admit to that. And I'm ashamed of it.
Ashamed because I know that I can give more to this job than what I've ever performed for the past six months.
I just hate this feeling. All of a sudden, it feels like he no longer trust me. All the responsibilities he entitled me suddenly went to someone else.
And that's what I hate most. It's all so SUDDEN. So ABRUPT.
He didn't even give me time to adjust.
Suddenly, I'm no longer part of anything. Even those that I'm the one who initiated, the one who plans, conceptualize and process. It's heart breaking knowing I won't be part of the execution, no longer part of the output.
It's so disappointing. It's breaking me.
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