Got an email from a friend this morning. And apparently some of my friends whom were also forwarded with this appreciated it and decided to forward it also.
Quite timely. Because I'm having another one of those days.
I feel down again, wondering what on earth am I doing in here? That if I'm not happy why am I still staying?
And here's this email saying that wherever you are, no matter how annoying or depressing your situation is, God is at work watching over you. That you are exactly where HE wants you to be. And everything that's happening are just the prelude to the main event he have planned out for you.
But God also gave us a deciding mind, right? A mind made to think and analyze, mind to decide what to do given any situation?
That if your not happy with something, or in my case, happy one moment depressed in another, do something about it.
I really need to come up with a decision. A definite and irrevocable decision. Something I should stick with. Something I should never regret nor take back whenever I feel differently.
I am never really sure of what I should do. I'm tired of doing the things I'm doing now. I don't know what trigger this (again!). But this is how I'm feeling.
Suddenly nothing really matters. Everything seems insignificant. I feel small. And unworthy. Tired. Ugly. Depressed. Old.
I'm just so, so tired of it all.
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