Here I go again

Welcome to my flip-flop work moods. Just last monday I experienced this ultimate hate feel for my job. That I even considered resigning (big fat hairy suprise..tsktsk). Then Mau came to the rescue by making me believe I matter in this division and letting me join one of her meetings and tour me around our project. And now, here I go again. (big fat hairy surprise, part2).

I'm blaming Sir Bal for this flop. Well, right now, all my officemates are in the conference room, meeting about God-knows-what (I am never informed!). And here I am, taking the time off to blog.

I was blogging/chatting peacefully and quite contentedly, when all of a sudden he asked me this question that never fails to trigger my mood wheel to start turning.

"Ba't wala ka dun? Ba't iniwan ka ng mga officemates mo?"...

Oh please! It's really infuriating. Can't he see that this neglection is already hurting me to the highest level?? This feeling of being the constant left-out is really taking its toll. And yet all people still ask.

Ocular site visit? project groundbreaking? launching? meetings? :: all present, me? left to man the office.

It's too much...

Note: Don't be surprise if next week my mood will be up. Well, welcome to my flip-flop moods...